23 February

Today, 23 February is his birthday....
I didn't wish him....
I feel so so so bad for him....
It wasn't i don't want to wish him....
But i think, it might hurt him more....
I was crying thinking of this...
It must be so hard for him....
It is him who hurt too much...
I still can stand this.... 
Oh,God..Give him a strength.. 
I can see how big his smile when i wish him his befday last time... 
He was soo happy.... 
He never ask me to buy anything but only da wish make him excited... 
Oh,gosh.... I'm really sorry for hurting him.... :(


Babe, i'm really,really,really sorry for doing this....
Please understand... I never want to but I have to....